Still sitting ,by the shore

A small pain in my heart, But Deep, deep as the ocean,

as deep as the great trench,

Thought it might be tiny,

But no,

A pain of longing maybe,

Sadness of untold truth,

Pain of wait maybe

Or of suffocation,

Might be loneliness,

In a world filled with people,

God knows,

For how long he knows,

The beginning he knows,

Maybe way before I was born,

Eons before that,

Pain of my soul maybe,

Of It's tears love yearning maybe, Or is it of two?

God knows.

It's unbearable at times,

Though it's sweet, just like an orange, sour and bitter sometimes,

but sweet,

Orange in shade but green,

Green becomes orange in time,

Maybe I do enjoy it, as my soul does.

With god's grace, it should end sweet.

Till then I wait....

at the shore...

For the glowing sun to arise,

For his beautiful rays to shine at me,

And Let me regain,

My warmth, light and laughter,

Ending this sweet pain, this wait.